I can't say where I stand spiritually but everyone who suggests I should simply rely on God obviously believes that they are not responsible for any of their own actions. And if you truly believe that is materially driven then you haven't bothered reading and understanding what is written.
Don't try to talk to me about God until you've taken the time to actually read and understand who it is you're talking to and what it is you're saying.
Don't try to talk to me about God until you've taken the time to actually read and understand who it is you're talking to and what it is you're saying.