This may be among the most stressful times in your life up to this point.
I would take almost all the advice in the thread, but just look at it from an outsiders perspective, and while that may not calm you, know that it will BE you soon enough.
The stressful times seem terrible, but as you stated, you learned a ton.
I have had my share of rueful experiences on the job or off, and the anxiety and stress regarding it slip away when you start making decisions and GETTING OUT OF THERE!
I have had my share of rueful experiences on the job or off, and the anxiety and stress regarding it slip away when you start making decisions and GETTING OUT OF THERE!