While it might be nice to be the next wordpress or jquery, if the sole reason you develop is for the 'glory' of course you're going to end up where you are. If you don't find it as a nice way to relax and solve the puzzle, then what's the point?
Like the other comment mentioned, go be with your family and find a hobby that you actually want to do and not worry about what some other random person does or does not do.
Like the other comment mentioned, go be with your family and find a hobby that you actually want to do and not worry about what some other random person does or does not do.