>What this bizarre reality really meant is that I couldn’t be myself.
Ugh.
In my experience, this is one of the most painful situations to be in (I've been in one myself, obviously). Pretending like you're someone who you're not (or worse yet, feeling that you have to dance this dance) is unexpectedly draining and demoralizing.
Ugh.
In my experience, this is one of the most painful situations to be in (I've been in one myself, obviously). Pretending like you're someone who you're not (or worse yet, feeling that you have to dance this dance) is unexpectedly draining and demoralizing.