That might be part of the trouble. I have a similar drive to always be productive. I'm not sure how to describe it other than I get depressed when I have nothing to accomplish. Maybe making generative art in itself is good enough but if you need a goal, maybe turn it into some kind of charity exercise.
Maybe go back to your appalachian roots and chop some wood or whittle some sticks. I've found it therapeutic.
Maybe go back to your appalachian roots and chop some wood or whittle some sticks. I've found it therapeutic.