None invalidation taken:) It's a strange experience to go through - hard to describe. This strange loop where I didn't feel hungry and didn't feel that I should eat "because I was supposed to".
And don’t underestimate the potential seriousness of this. My sister died in August from an eating disorder. She was 53. She did not exhibit any outward signs of depression. She seemed happy. But she weighed only 70 lbs when she died.
I only asked because I was curious. Please don't take it was me trying to invalidate you.