> I have been here for over half a decade now with some success. However, I now feel woefully under-experienced compared to my peers and sorely need mentorship.
It would be best to first understand why this is bothering you. You've been there for 5+ years already so I guess if you weren't good, you wouldn't make it that long.
- Are you having problems talking with other engineers because they look down on you? Is it a recent thing?
- Or are you burned out by the current company/type of work? (normal after so many years)
- Or are you afraid you'll be unable to find a new job if the company lets you go?
> Are you having problems talking with other engineers because they look down on you? Is it a recent thing?
My colleagues, across engineering and at executive level, are incredibly supportive and are quite flattering in their appraisal of my abilities. However, I do have a hard time accepting their kind words. More-so over the past 24 months.
> Or are you burned out by the current company/type of work? (normal after so many years)
I feel at home with this company and the work remains mostly satisfying. However, I do regret existing within a very small engineering team.
> Or are you afraid you'll be unable to find a new job if the company lets you go?
It is definitely on my mind that I could struggle in the job market. I have arranged two interviews this month, if only to receive a dispassionate appraisal of my standing.
It would be best to first understand why this is bothering you. You've been there for 5+ years already so I guess if you weren't good, you wouldn't make it that long.
- Are you having problems talking with other engineers because they look down on you? Is it a recent thing?
- Or are you burned out by the current company/type of work? (normal after so many years)
- Or are you afraid you'll be unable to find a new job if the company lets you go?