I'm sorry you're in this "funk". Here are some ideas, I hope at least one of them will help.
1) Have you considered stepping away and doing something totally different for a short time? A month or a year or more? You could consider traveling (even now I think it could be done safely if you're single and do pandemic-safe things like hiking/camping, or traveling to remote places, etc), or getting an intentionally unusual job/internship/volunteer position for yourself (dog groomer, lawn care, flower arrangement). Stepping away and doing very different things is a well-attested method to restart your creative juices. Richard Feynman, Leonardo da Vinci, Henry David Thoreau, and others did things like this throughout their career.
2) You may need to consider some psychological reasons, and therefore psychology solutions, to your current situation. You reached one of your goals (having an automated business). Sometimes when a person achieves a big goal it can lead to a depression. One of the reasons is that (consciously or not) they expected achieving this Big Goal to solve all their problems and to fulfill them, and when it doesn't it leads to depression. There are other factors that can lead to depression in situations like this, but that's just one example.
3) Experiment with different lifestyles/philosophies. Take a month or two and try to live very minimally or maybe live in a monastery (hopefully one with somewhat-compatible beliefs as yours). Or live lavishly. Just try to shake up things here. This is kinda similar to #1 above.
4) Consider picking up a hobby and really digging into it. This is kinda related to #2 above.
I feel for you, and I really wish I could help you in some meaningful way. I have a family and they keep me from getting too sucked into video games and/or numbing myself. It sounds like an uncomfortable and even scary place to be. Good luck.
1) Have you considered stepping away and doing something totally different for a short time? A month or a year or more? You could consider traveling (even now I think it could be done safely if you're single and do pandemic-safe things like hiking/camping, or traveling to remote places, etc), or getting an intentionally unusual job/internship/volunteer position for yourself (dog groomer, lawn care, flower arrangement). Stepping away and doing very different things is a well-attested method to restart your creative juices. Richard Feynman, Leonardo da Vinci, Henry David Thoreau, and others did things like this throughout their career.
2) You may need to consider some psychological reasons, and therefore psychology solutions, to your current situation. You reached one of your goals (having an automated business). Sometimes when a person achieves a big goal it can lead to a depression. One of the reasons is that (consciously or not) they expected achieving this Big Goal to solve all their problems and to fulfill them, and when it doesn't it leads to depression. There are other factors that can lead to depression in situations like this, but that's just one example.
3) Experiment with different lifestyles/philosophies. Take a month or two and try to live very minimally or maybe live in a monastery (hopefully one with somewhat-compatible beliefs as yours). Or live lavishly. Just try to shake up things here. This is kinda similar to #1 above.
4) Consider picking up a hobby and really digging into it. This is kinda related to #2 above.
I feel for you, and I really wish I could help you in some meaningful way. I have a family and they keep me from getting too sucked into video games and/or numbing myself. It sounds like an uncomfortable and even scary place to be. Good luck.