It has philosophy of education/parenting ideas. For example, you seem to think that you are selfish for wanting a life that isn't boring. I think that is a very reasonable desire. This is a site that will actually take your side on issues like this.
Also, people are probably telling you that college is different/better. Just survive through high school, and then everything will be awesome. It's not. College is maybe 20% better, not 500% better. Don't think of college as the answer to all your prayers. It's very possible you will hate it.