Aside from a quadratic formula program written on my TI-84 in high school, I did not do any real programming before I was 19, when I learned C because I consciously decided I wanted to learn a new skill. I read stories of learning on a ZX-Spectrum at 5 years old, but I never really got that experience of just playing around. I think for me, programming has always been work, and that makes me very sad because I know this can be a very rich and rewarding hobby. I think the only time I really felt this was when I played EXAPUNKS.
Can someone point me in the direction of 'fun' programming? Tools that are just really enjoyable to use? I want to find the joy in computers.
I'm not sure the tool matters and is more about where your interest lies. The same thing happens with React/JS (refresh, it works!) Swift/iOS (rebuild in Simulator, it works!) or backend / systems / data (run, check output, it works!).
It could just be that programming isn't your thing, but generally most humans like feedback loops and dopamine hits.