I doubt that. I bet if you pondered, you would remember having taken all sorts of steps to forming relationships in the past. These might not look like what you're imagining, and certainly you'll have to do something differently now.
But see my reply to another comment below, re: friendships don't happen by accident.
And fwiw, I don't know you, but I believe in you. You can have more close friends in the future. You're capable of the work necessary.
I doubt that. I bet if you pondered, you would remember having taken all sorts of steps to forming relationships in the past. These might not look like what you're imagining, and certainly you'll have to do something differently now.
But see my reply to another comment below, re: friendships don't happen by accident.
And fwiw, I don't know you, but I believe in you. You can have more close friends in the future. You're capable of the work necessary.