Totally agree. It's really easy to categorically say "If X happens I will do Y for sure" until things really happen and then suddenly there is much more nuance that makes decisions really hard. A while ago someone I knew broke her neck and was paralyzed neck down, couldn't talk, couldn't eat. Before this I was always thinking I wouldn't want to live that way but now I am not so sure anymore.
I think you did the right thing developing a plan for taking your life. Now you are in control of your life instead of being caught in the medical machine like a lot of other people.
I think you did the right thing developing a plan for taking your life. Now you are in control of your life instead of being caught in the medical machine like a lot of other people.