Your compass is pointing in the wrong direction and leading you down the wrong trail, time to get a better map. How about spending some of that money you make to make you less dependent on future money. Buy some land, build a house on it, make that house as self-sufficient as you care to go - one step at the time, starting with energy as that's easy to achieve. Don't just buy stuff and have others build or install it for you, get some hands-on experience. Every step you take will take you away from the need for more future money and towards a goal which you've worked for. Every step will show you other things to strive for than just more money. Ignore all those million-dollar stories, more money than you need to keep the bills paid - i.e. lower middle class income - does not make you a happier person, read up on the subject if you feel the need.
