It would be a mistake to ask people about problems they can't comprehend.
You have some things to do - sort your life out, get a job, any job, then progress your career.
The people who can help you with your career might not be the people who can help you with the other stuff.
Learning technologies, getting a position, moving up are all things that take time.
Sorting your life out, earning some money, having fun are what you can do immediately.