Sorry to hear of your trouble. Bootstrapping is very difficult and you should not expect 1 or 2 months is enough time to gain traction and be profitable. I would not say you have "failed". Your product may be the best thing no one has heard of. Keep your day job and keep working on your bootstrap. I started out writing code on a thinkpad I bought used on ebay for 200 usd. Talent without endurance is likely to lead to little. Good luck.